I Am Me

Everything I did today reminded me of you! First there was the movie. We went and saw Hanna. I jumped so many times and I missed you being there to tease me every time I jumped. I missed having a hand to hold and someone to cuddle up with. You’re the best cuddler there is. Then we went bowling. I missed competing against you for the best score, our high fives where our fingers would lace, and your “good games”. Later I went to a bonfire just like the ones we had in the summer. Again I missed cuddling up next to you and just being by your side. Don’t you worry about losing me, no one can compare to you. 33 more days!!!

Today I had to move back to Rexburg for school. The reality of it didn’t hit me until this morning when I was packing, and when it hit it hit hard. I’m trying really hard to convince myself that this semester will be funner and better that the last one I was here for. I didn’t hate last semester but I wasn’t really happy. I was just so bored, it seemed like all I did was sit in my room. I didn’t have any close friends here and I felt kinda left out and out of place. It seemed like everyone had made such close bonds with their roommates and other people, but I was missing that. I really don’t want to go through that again and I hate feeling like I have to start all over when it comes to making friends. I do like it here and I think being here is the spring will be great and there will be more things to do. I mostly just dislike its lack of David though haha :) 42 more days to go.

I haven’t thought about moving once this entire week. Then today I realized that in three days I’ll be driving back up to Rexburg. These last four months have flown by! I’m sad to leave Lehi again. I have so many things to do before I’ll even be ready to move and I have no idea where to start… On a different note, my anatomy grade has been stuck at a 83% for like the last week, but I needed it at at least a 84% if I want to even apply for nursing school. Well grades were due today so I checked and I have an 87%!!!! Yay!!! I’m more than thrilled that I got that :) 

I’m only going to be in Lehi one more day. Thats one last day to see all my friends, sleep in my own bed, and to see David. Thats really going to suck. I’ll be missing him enough this next week and a half when I’m in Florida, and then when I get back I get to see him once and then it bye bye for 42 days. That is a long time. Gosh I saw him less than three hours ago and I already miss him.

I have two days to get all my stuff done before I leave. Studying will take up nearly all of that time so who know’s when I’m going to pack. Once finals are done I will be a very happy person.

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